Dichotomy

well, I think this is not the time to think so. but I could not resist the feeling to always think about it every time. I'm still loyal to the idea that ambiguous.

actually it's not a complicated thing. It is a sure thing for me instead. sometimes when I realize it would come one day to me, I feel happy. but on the other hand I felt that something was punching my heart until I had time to think, "if our heart can really fall? * as often people say if they receive good news or bad news."

# If it can be so, I think the heart was not consistent. when in fact he would fall? when sad or happy? weird ..

I seem more bizarre than the "heart". I even feel sad and happy at one time. (Then later I thought: what am I just weird as "the heart"?)

happy and sad always comes at the same time when I think about it. I felt as if I split into two parts and it makes me confused. but never mind, it's not interesting to contemplate a bid.